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RUN!!

2008-06-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

ever wonder when you are trying to run but something heavy keeps pulling you?

well simple!!
just do like what Forest did!
RUN!! RUN!! and Just RUN!!

now isn't that SIMPLE!
Ok ...

so what's the problem here then?

its just another new day that we all just need to ... well just RUN!!
so folks lets just RUN like we never RUN before yea ;)

Shirk or Neglect?

2008-05-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

Shirk or neglect..i don't really get the meaning of the word shirk till now...i guess
shirk means to avoid work or a given duty...from the source Collins Compact Dictionary& Thesaurus. (2001). Glasgow, Great Britian: HarperCollins

was suppose to go to work today...
however i was not meant to be there...
for some reasons i don't seem to know...
ended up in doing nothing...
as one of the mighty part of the body is doing all the silly thinking...

我对事不对人。。。
这可是他说的。。。
但是所做的感觉得不一样呢。。。
可是个小气鬼。。。

但是呢。。。
也不可以完全的怪他。。。
这可是自己是个笨蛋。。。
该写的不写。。。
不该写的就写得那么多。。。
嗨。。。
真的不是鼠的好年啊。。。

希望这可是不真。。。

好的。。。
就到这里了。。。
各位晚安。。。
:)

AnotherSleeplessNight..

2007-10-20T03:04:00.000+08:00

It's been days that I had been rolling on my bed trying to force myself to sleep early (that is 1am to 2am :p, early to me what...) but then I just can't seem to sleep till it's 4 or 5am in the morning...
Is this called insomnia??
Hopefully it's not...cause I have seen my friend suffering from this illness...and I do not wish it would happen to me :s
scary disease man...you wanna sleep...but just can't...its arduous!!

And yes...
Its a new semester...Y2S3
whooosh....just like that and my graduation is just around the corner...
the earth its really turning like way too fast for a slow bump that I am...
Haha...what the crap...(oops sorry lady :p )
So far so good...till now its still kinda bored...just attended like 3 classes?
hmm...I so need to work hard this sem...even though its quite a relaxing semester...
but just have to gain back my CGPA...

Darn...speaking of CGPA...
*bawl* (ahem new vocab 'ding' :p )
I bungled my grades.....
so the punishment = no big feast this semester..
*sob~~~sob :'(

Till then..have to get myself to bed...its freaking 3:35am
and I got 8:30am lecture to attend..
sleep when I snap to the number 3.....
1.......2.......3....zzzZZZZZZ
yea right...
Konbanwa....

HerSorrows..

2007-10-15T03:18:00.000+08:00

U guys are really something...
when you need Her ...She is always there...
even though it came together with the nagging..
but She will still do what She can to accomplish it..
(even though promising words are not achieve...but that's not the point...She does what She can..and Hopes that She can do it...but just ..just...hmm..)
when She needs something to be done with a little help of yours...
you just feel that She is such a burden...
that you wouldn't give it a damn..
even though when She says and begs which later (always) turns to scoldings..
which you clearly know that it is something that She is always lack of...Patient!!...but to no avail...
which later a long distance call will have to be made as there can't seem to find anyone to hear Her Sorrows...which made someone that is so far away yet feels so close...than the one that is actually so darn close to Her...a good friend of Hers...
a listen ear to hear Her Sorrows and a mobile phone to lean on to Cry...........

DamnBored!!

2007-10-14T02:23:00.000+08:00

Movies are killing me!!
Kinda sick of it..ermm sort of as it kinda makes me useless watching movies all day long without doing anything else that is more interesting and can give you ...you know the OOoommpp!! whatever people called it..
Why did I came back so late and so early!!
And the office is not open till Tuesday!! Kena fine even though came back for the purpose to pay da stupid rent!!
all the plan that had been planned are ruined!!
Damn!!DAmn!!Damnn!!!!!!
Where's the interview that I said I wanted to go to..damn procrastinating is so scary..hmm..or is it da human mind (mia) who is scary :p
Ok
So no work during the holidays = ok vacations = hole in the pockets = drop dead (starve for the next sem)
so going out tomorrow..slacking in da mall for a new pair of shoes...
hopefully I can find one dat I like :)
enough for tonight craps..don really know what I am crapping about :-s

Sleep+MoviesVsTrip

2007-10-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

Overslept and movies..attracted me like a magnet...zip zip... = procrastination to my planned trip..
haha
meaning no tour to Weld Quay :p
as when I finished two movies ...its already 5 to 6pm=late+night+alone?=NoWay!
so its a good excuse to say no to my plan :p
haha
but anyhow...managed to meet up with a really good friend of mine,HL :)
thanks for the night..
too bad the shadow pic cannot be taken..just to dark...haha
and the time moves so fast..
and yes....his words came true..no road block ;)
haha
till then Happy Birthday to my mom's car..
:)

ATourDownMemoryLaneOfDIsland :)

2007-10-04T01:16:00.000+08:00

Finally I managed to get my big fat butt out of my comfty home to travel a quater of penang island...(hmm..not really a quater :P )
And yea...a chance for me tour around in Rapid Penang...
Rapid Penang..hmm..din seem to notice it, in the last homecoming...but its a good thing though...
no more roller coaster ride from the blue transport (bus) haha...you'll know if you take this bus up to the hill..your butt won't touch the seat...
by the way..the word 'roller coaster' came from a foreign passenger :s
ok back to the topic...
St Georges Church being conquered by me..muahahaha
Ahem..meaning just go in and tengok-tengok saja :p
but still I have been there already :) YEAY
but I forgot the most important thing...CAMERA!
so going off again..tomorrow..
haha
and oh yes..
great catching up with you guys..B and tomato face :p and HC :)

TheUrged2BlogAgain..

2007-10-03T01:43:00.000+08:00

As I have mention in my earlier post, the inner voice of me "don't come back too long" thingy..
sigh...I should have listen to it..
darn will I ever learn to listen to myself..
now all the ever crazy dilemmas ..hmm..happened again..
Gosh!!
Why can't people changed as time passed!
Hmm, maybe I should said that to myself..
Anyhow, will locked that in my mind from now onwards..
Haha..till then its a cooling zone now..

MySis,my Tutor..

2007-10-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

Supposedly I am to write about my inner voice that is always in my mind "don't come back too long"..
but then, as I have been transiently stopped blogging, so I have got to resuscistate my whole blog..
Haha..that's when my sista came to the rescue...
thanksy Sis :)
Love ya

I am lost..

2006-06-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

Donno what is happening to me!!
I am just so lost...
just can't communicate smoothly...
darn what is happening to me...

could it be i am too tired with all the assignments..??
haizz..so lots of them that have to be passed up by week 5
and i totally forgot bout my mass media assignment...
gosh...i am just so blurr...
still donno what to do with it...
then the cultural...aiks...now still surfing the net..

Does anyone have this feeling that someone has some kind of a look at you...??
well i kind f felt that way...
just have a feeling that people are looking at me in a way..
i mean its like...why is she like that or something..
am i being too sensitive??
hopefully...
but really felt so...

don really know why i published this stuff...
but i guess i had enough of the Guessing game...
whoever would like to give their point of view..
am very appreciate towards it..

but anyhow
bad things do come with good thinng as well...
:)
a friend of mine actually converse quite a lot to me after the long silence...
:D
so things aren't that bad after all..
izit??

Ok then..its time for me to resume with my assignments..
hopefully i am able to finish it b4 3am...
Hopefully this post won't make me any weirder than b4

2006-06-01T04:45:00.000+08:00

Haizzz....feel soo sooo ditched out today!!!
One minute we have a group and another minute we are nobody's member..
how sad could that be..
i thought we are secured as we already agreed to be members for the group but mana tau suddenly i heard people asking our so called members..'whether you have enough members or not?'...and she is like umm umm don't ask me.. we are still deciding..DUH!! aren't we are a group already!!!
so we asked la...
are we still a group...
and they reply i don't know!!
what the heck@*#
we asked again after that...and came the reply i don't know...
what la....if you don't want to be a group with us..just say la...
even though i'll still be mad...but come on...don't delay our time in choosing other group members..
M just really speechless at that time...

probably we didn't do well enough together last sem...
or not 'click' enough..
whatever the reasons is...
watlau..M still*@#@#**

hopefully we will do a good job this sem and can really link to the new members
so in the end i still have live on...
so lets put a big smile...
tomorrow is a always a new day..
so just do my and our best to be better and happier in everything we do..
:D
Good Day EVERYONE

2nd paper :)

2006-04-20T03:09:00.000+08:00

Wow!!!
i must say this paper its quite easy for me....
after all i did my part as well :p ...
staying up late at night trying to remember all my chinese character and stupid hanyupinyin....i so don't like hanyupinyin...was worth a million to me...
so it means i didn't waste my midnight oils after all ....
haha...'tai kua chang' (mandarin) already...
i hope the other 3 papers is as easy as this one....
n also hope that every 1 of my classmates did well as well....
Have a Great Day Everybody...

1st paper...

2006-04-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

OMG...my body was vibrating just like a hp...reached the hall around 9:15am i think..
so so (redundancy)...freak out...m the only one who arrive late to the exam hall...
i ask for the test paper from a guy lecturer there..and he was asking where is my seat...and i was like har?? wat do u mean by that..
then he said something like according to our course...so i told him la..that i am bc student..and the seats number is from 1 - 30+ ..and he seem to don get what i ve just said...
and i am like hey i am late...can you plz just listen for a while..(in my thoughts off course)
haizz...then got to my seat...and its in the 1st row...OMG again...its front and its cold...and i am shivering like a vibrato...

i can't even read the comprehension passage...
so straight away i jumped to memo...and i was so shocked to see the instruction saying that it must be 150words...OMG againnnn...
but so freak out that i just write whatever i can remember from what Dr Carmen thought...
not even 30 words...oh ooo
then my essay...i have to say bye bye to my 40 mrks...***sob***sob***

the comprehension is easy but i can't seem to put the things inside my brain to interprete it...so kinda lost also in the compre.....haizzz...
then its time up...that particualar guy who directed me to my seat....came to collect my paper...
and i haven't finish writing my seat number and id..yet..and he is so damn rude to shoved my hand...ok u can just say stop and its just the seat n id number only.....have u had to be so rude...god wat is wrong wth u man...hope u can relax a little....don get so tension...k its just a test...and u r the one who is observing only not sitting for the test...relax man...relax..

then that quote reminded me of something....its over...relax...its just a test...
(but still its my 1st sem final eng paper..still sad :( )

what a month....

2006-04-17T12:38:00.000+08:00

supposed this is a great month for me...the one whose zodiac is a rat...me la...haizz..
mana tau it goes otherwise...really bad luck instead...
the sifu for this predictation..is so lau ia...
before i go back to penang for study leave....bad luck occurs...had an issue with a good friend of mine...haizzz...but luckily its alrite now :) am really glad..
then back in penang...

my grandpa is hospitalized....when i went to see him...he is so weak.....hopefully he can gain back his strength and QUIT smoking!!!
then another case...haizz...

me being sued by a freak guy who had a collision with my car....way back in 2004..
so long ago ...and now he is suing me for the sake of insurance money....
and its so clear that it was his mistake...i even had witnesses to this incident...

then back in kl...i had totally forgot to attend to sharon's 21st birthday...
so bad of me to have forgotton such an event...
I am so sorry Sharon...if you are reading this...i didn't mean to forget....

Today is my first final sem paper....at 9am...and the stupid mc bus driver wouldn't start the engine eventhough i am down there at 8:30am..which is scheduled to leave in that particular time!! but he just sat there....till 9am...which i am supposed to be in the exam hall...
with the repeated calls from hanlin (thx a lot hanlin, really appreciate it and sorry that you have not enough credit...u r welcome to use mine anytime :D) managed to have the courage to get my butt out from the seat.....and ask the driver ..the conversation goes like this..
another bus driver came into the bus i am in..the driverB

Me : Can we go now...as it is already 9am...
DriverA : The bus is not yet full...i ll will go at 9:05am...
Me : ARGGG...WTH...
(then came the kay po chi..driver B)
can't really recall..cause am so stress up...but something goes like these..

DriverB : kamu ar...orang muda...patut bagun awal..tunggu bas...dan bukan bagi bas tunggu...bla bla bla....jika nampak tak ada bas...balik tidur lagi....blablabla..
(really can't remember what he said...)
and by the way...kay po chi driverB...the schedule is 8:30am...just in case you have alzhemier...gosh check your time table!!!...that's your job..duhhhh...

but after he went off the bus....
DriverA : don't bother that guy la...he is an indo...low payment...so he always complain...blablabla....(also didn't really get what he is saying...man i am so tensed up...)

but what can i do....the first time i am late for my exam....and it happenned on my university time...OMG!!!..haizzzz...

Oral Presentations day.... :)

2006-03-30T18:06:00.000+08:00

class being extended until 6pm..where our actual class finished at 5:30pm...
Anyhow ...never mind cause its presentation day ma...
can see people present...even have a little drama as well...
overall quite interesting...
but too bad don't have many photos to show...blek @-@
the first presentation is about cannibal!!
man eater stuff....
this group was hillarious ..especially Ee Ee...she really acted like a cannibal..
way to go gal.. ;)
the group consists of the Ee Ee, Iris, Yuki,Chin Li and another pretty gal from BC2.....
Iris was a bit blur with her speech..kind of not the speech that she prepared ..to me la
so she paused very long...and then its Yuki's turn..
the red indian look...quite matching....i think she could actually go out wearing that kind of attire but just lose the red indian's make up and the leaves... ;)
then Ee Ee...the one who caught my attention she even roared at Han Lin when her phone rang ....
ok la...i think i talk too much a lot already...
here the pic...
presenting.....

Busy preparing for the presentation...from left..Yuki, Chin Li, Iris, Ee Ee and sorry i have forgotten her name..

Then the 2nd group presentation was by Jason, Bell, Joyce and cutie Girl Girl.. :)
after such a long absence of Jason....we finally saw him back in such a cool and smart look... ;p

but his belt was a bit too high isn't it...hmmm...

back to the presentation..
this was the one that made poor Pui Leng freak out after seeing all the disgusting accident's pictures...yucks...hopefully she is ok.. by the way i laughed a lot at that time...so bad of me..but i just think its funny...because suddenly out of nowhere..somebody screamed so damn loud..can't help it at that time..so sorry puileng..
even though Girl Girl looks so innocent and naive type...but she was way too courageous ..for she was the one who presented all the gruesome pictures...way to go Girl Girl... :D
heres the pic..

Joyce, Bell and Jason..too bad Girl Girl is not in the pic.. blek..

Then it was 5:20pm...10 more minutes to go ...and we are out of the class...but Dr Carmen allowed the last team to present...too bad no pictures were taken for the group..

the third group present the bird flu staff...
all the members were dressed up really pro....
but their presentation is ummm..how to put it...
ok not bad...like the 'numa numa dance' song and the chicken little...

The Princess Miki or also known as the Mushroom Princess... :D haha

she looks just like the...ummm....i have forgotton the name already..a cartoon character one...with blue complexion..live in mushroom house...imagine people....imagine...

then the last 3 group....(sorry can't really recall...cause quite long ago...before study leaves)
1st group is about 'Sex Appeal in Ads'...
christine start the openning....she did quite well...1st time seeing her speaking in public...
got sence of humour....like the advertisement....ahem...so sexy...;p

then its azaria's turn..
her content is a bit short...sorry azaria...can't really remember your part...but i think u have a lot of commercial up..isn't it?? sorry i am so blur...

then mengyi's turn
she forgot her content a little..but still she did ok..still have the feeling that she is teaching the class how to cook...lolzz...paiseh ar mengyi..if u r reading this...really u sound like one.. :p don get offended...who knows tat one day u will become famous in this field right..aiya..m craping again..

ok then its hema's turn...
umm she's quite tensed up...to me...i think she should do more eye contact...
nvm...you still have 2yrs 8mths 12dys to go... :) be more relax..

2nd group talks about 'Pre-Marital Sex'
its a sex edu day...
umm....can't really remember oso...
oh yes..
JJ starts 1st...he kind of refering his contents to Christine's group..
so he ll always said as wat u have heard just now...sort of like tat...can't really comment much..

then mathu's voice is as soft as usual....still like her poem in the bc's assignm... :)
for me..i have quite a hard time catching wat she said sometimes...for i am a bit deaf..sorry.. :p

but its worst when it came to umm yongseng's turn...
he totally didn't do his assignm...
he just cut n paste...and i doubt it whether the content is done by him??
and i can't even hear what he is mumbling about..even though i am a bit deaf...but don't make me completely deaf la...aiks....m i a bit too harsh here..

then the superstar of the team...Sharon...
wow she really bring up the atmosphere...
i remember she telling us gals to give in our virginity to someone worth it..
good quote sharon..but you do sound a bit like my mom.. :p
i can't remember some...but i know that Dr Carmen helps you out quite a couple of time...
and its quite interesting...sorry can't recall...haizz..

3rd group...'Yoga'
all i remember is the video clip....a guy with a tocang...bending here and there..
wow so keng...his bones is like...elastick...donno how to put in the words..just imagine yourself alrite readers.... :)
then they..puileng, karyan, boon perform some yoga performance...
oh ya i nearly forgot...they also lit candles in the room..wow..
and john is the host..??

thats all the oral presentation...hope nobody get offended in my point of view..and my broken english... :)
anyway i myself is not good in my oral...so i welcome anyone who wants to give their comments..will really appreciate it..

HI... :)

2006-03-30T10:38:00.000+08:00

hi arigato gozaimasu
watashiwa doreen desu
ogenki desuka?
watashi genki desu if u want to know...arigato

chris thought me this..10s...
hajimemashite, watashi wa doreen desu
so whoever know jap...can refer to this..
haha.. :p

seriously...i know many bloggers like to start of with 'hi' which i am trying to avoid but still i am doing..hahaha..yaya funny funny~~~blek!!
sorry bad start...talking to myself in my blog..so pathetic @_@ haizzz~~
by the way..whoever knows japanese...just ignore the introduction that i used in japanese..KKK!!!
ok

back to ME!
i am a lui...(cantonese)
i am a chinese
now unemployed..
so sad..
anyone want to hire me?
so pathetic..i am now asking for jobs through my blog...
so just read my pathetic blog...so you all will not be as pathetic as i am..
by the way i am now a maid, an unpaid maid of a princess..
if you want to know my chu yan (cantonese again)...just look at my side bar..
for your info i have an assistant maid too..kekeeekeekee...seee heeeerrrr...
presentingg.....

The princess, and the maids...lalala..
Princess Miki, maid Hanlin and Me...

ok thats all for now...the pathetic side of me...
Doreen is going off now...
Chaos...